Anyway....
He faked his death! Apparently he was depressed and was at a very low point and didn't think anyone would care if he died...so he wrote a letter to Pendant (probably in someone else's words) that he died.
Now, almost 6 months later, he's saying he's sorry. He's got a girlfriend now and his life is back together. I'm sorry but if my "boyfriend" lied to hundreds of people and made them all think he was dead, I wouldn't ever be able to support him doing that or ever trust him.
Yes I forgive you. No I do not and will not ever condone what you did.
Flow, my tears, fall from your springs!
Exiled for ever, let me mourn;
Where night's black bird her sad infamy sings,
There let me live forlorn.
Down vain lights, shine you no more!
No nights are dark enough for those
That in despair their lost fortunes deplore.
Light doth but shame disclose.
Never may my woes be relieved,
Since pity is fled;
And tears and sighs and groans my weary days
Of all joys have deprived.
From the highest spire of contentment
My fortune is thrown;
And fear and grief and pain for my deserts
Are my hopes, since hope is gone.
Hark! you shadows that in darkness dwell,
Learn to contemn light
Happy, happy they that in hell
Feel not the world's despite.
